Salam alaykum everybody ^^ peace to all~~
ophthalmology clinical round has finally come to an end. T_T so sadddd.. you know why, because this means that it's getting closer to get back home. And this means next year i'll be in the fifth year, and yet i feel i still need a long way to go. huhu.. ( hey, MATI tu lagi dekat.. ye ye saya tau. Kalau according to the life plan, macam tu lah kan? Panjang umur, sempat saya merasa naik tahun 5.. ) [KITA KENA SELALU INGAT MATI]. lupe pulak masih ada round ENT.. hehe :P
masalah betul kalau tak pernah mahu sedar ni. okay, no more self-pitying. Sepatutnya haruslah mula serius. eh eh.. it should be from the start. But, it's okay lah, as long as you find your way back..
I want to share with all of my readers. ( don't know lah ada readers ke tak kan.. but if by any chance people do read this, i hope they'll benefit something from what i wrote :) ) This is something which i got from my usrah. My friend is responsible to give a tazkirah for today, and she said something about niyyah (niat).
To make it short, lebih kurang macam ni lah.Tadabbur ayat 69 surah al-qasas.
- Allah tahu apa yang diperkatakan mahupun yang disembunyikan dalam dada. so, apa yang kita sembunyi dalam dada tu? Mestilah apa yang kita rasa, apa yang kita fikir, kiranya niat pun trmasuk dalam kategori ni kan~~ :)
- my friend said that, if semua benda yang kita buat, kita tak niatkan pun kerana ALLAH. Kita buat bukan sebab Dia, kita masak, basuh baju, kemas rumah, datang usrah/sc, musyrifkan orang, belajar, etc bukan sebab DIA....
nanti di akhirat, bila kita persembahkan buku amalan kita di hadapan ALLAH, kita dapati ianya 'putih bersih' (kosong catatan-catatan). And we ask Allah, kenapa kosong? Bukankah aku pernah berbuat sedemikian begini dan begitu? And then, ALLAH replies to us ; Dulu, segalanya yang kau perbuat adalah untuk sekian-sekian tujuan.. Kau masak bukan kerana Aku, tetapi sebab taknak kawan membebel, kau datang belajar ke Mesir kerana kehendak orang tua, bukan kerana Aku. PERGILAH.. cari pahala dari mereka-mereka tersebut ( kawan, ibu bapa, pemerintah etc)..
I don't know how to describe it in a much proper writing. But this is what i grab and what touches me the most~ How we neglect Him very much while He remembers us all the times. Want some proofs? The fact that we can still draw breath.. the fact that your fingers move to type the words and so much more.
And Allah finally said to us ; '' Which then of the bounties of your Lord will you deny? '' (Ar-Rahman)
May ALLAH forgive our sins. Ameen ya rabb.
okay okay.. don't be mad.
i know that when i say wait for my next post, it sounds and should be after a couple of days, or after weeks (not weeks lah.. STEP kan 29th march ni.. melampau lah kalau nak bagi preSTEP after the event itself kan? :P)
so, the story goes like this, the usual one..haha
i came to read one of the status wrote by one of my friends.( i am not really sure whether this is her own doing or not =,=)
promoting STEP is what she is doing :D and i can't resist to share it over here. typical me. (terima je lah ye, saya mmg suka share; agak poyo di situ -.- )
when mecca meets medina.
when men meets women.
mecca symbolizes men, medina represents women.
what happen when these two meet each other? hah! :)
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| mecca and medina :) |
Man is the most elevated of creatures,
Woman the most sublime of ideals.
God made for man a throne; for woman an altar.
The throne exalts, the altar sanctifies.
Man is the brain,
Woman, the heart.
The brain creates light, the heart, love.
Light engenders, love resurrects.
Because of reason Man is strong.
Because of tears Woman is invincible.
Reason is convincing, tears, moving.
Man is capable of all heroism,
Woman of all martyrdom.
Heroism ennobles, martyrdom sublimates.
Man has supremacy,
Woman, preference.
Supremacy is strength, preference is the right.
Man is a genius,
Woman, an angel.
Genius is immeasurable, the angel indefinable.
The aspiration of man is supreme glory,
The aspiration of woman is extreme virtue.
Glory creates all that is great; virtue, all that is divine.
Man is an ocean, Woman a lake.
The ocean has the adorning pearl, the lake, dazzling poetry.
Man is the flying eagle, Woman, the singing nightingale.
To fly is to conquer space. To sing is to conquer the soul.
Posted by
Mademoiselle Sophie
12:35 PM
Salamun alaikum :) and hye there ^^
okay, let's just have fun today.. why not kan? once in a while.. break the tension.. :D
Erkk, do remember that you've got only around 2 weeks to prepare for ophthalmology end round exam! okay okay.. urhh.. takkan lupa nye lah...
Tension ke? tensi tensi tensi..
don't knowlah.. tiba-tiba aje nak tensi, nak buat macam mana.. perempuan dan tensi tu dah macam irama dan lagu, tau?! heh3..
today i just want to fool around! yeay3!! i have read all the stories i want ( heart-wrenching stories T_T sobs3.. exaggerated kan?? ), repeatedly listening to all my favourite songs (well, what do you expect, mestilah lagu blues @,@ ), bukak buku (hmm.. sounds alien~~ heh) , manjakan diri :) ( compulsory things what for women.. of my age? apakah? am not a woman yet, still that silly, sometimes uptight girl, haha)
today, i just want to give some time for myself. To reflect back. Step back for a while, to see where i am going, what have i done, what i desire and want most, what i need to do, and the list goes on...
Does it sounds complicated? well, i rarely do that, comtemplating my actions or whatever it is.. mostly, i act based on my insticts.. (i did some thinking jugaklah.. tapi most of the time, my feelings overtake my conscience. )
Esok nak kena present for toxic, tapi tak prepare apa2 pon lagi ni (memang lah dasar suka tangguhkan kerja!) . Buku dah ada kat tepi dah nii.. haihhh -.-
Ade satu secret. Nak tau tak? heee..
In my class, there is this arabic guy ( tak taulah foreigner ke local. heh2 ). His name is Mustafa (tak taulah nama dia eja macam mana kann.. ni me lah yang eja.) My friend claims that he somehow looks like that handsome Fatih Seferagic.. haha. I don't exactly notice him in class (okay, notice je, tapi, sebelah mata je lah kann.. :P) , tapi, after that friend of mine told me about him.. haha.. i just can't take my eyes off.. haha (okayyy, ni memang exaggerate betul! not to that extent, but i give him the creditlah.. hah ) tak tsiqah betul! Astaghfirullah..
okay okay. let us stop here. Lagi banyak melalut, lagi kurang pahala, tambah dosa. mana tahu kan.. :(
i will just leave you with this quote " If you want to know where your heart is.. look where your mind goes when it wanders.. "
p/s: terasa gila dengan quote ni. huhu.. (taulah saya suka berangan..)
p/ss: my adik beli tudung baru. Ni yang nak jelez ni, takpe2, nanti balik, i pinjam ye :P
p/sss: Wait for my next post. I am thinking of writing about preSTEP II (When MECCA meets Medina ) :)
