There are tons of things that i want to say, to write, to express but all just remains in my mind -.- This past two weeks are emotionally horrible. And each day is just getting worse. i think it's kind of a reminder for me that 'yes, anis, something is wrong! find it, solve it! hmmm...
but no matter how 'serabut' i am, how 'serabut' my day went on, he taught me to always say alhamdulillah for today, for every second, so, here i am, with emotional hurricane, humbly said ALHAMDULILLAH, thank you ALLAH for everything T___T and also not to forget to say Istighfar (maybe all those keserabutan because me/you/we are doing wrong things and we have to repent again!)
just now, we had just finished celebrated Alyaa's birthday. very happening maa :)) parties are just great. never once in my life, before i got here (egypt) that i've known or celebrate such event :P thanks to Aimi and Mila for that great mee bandung and also tasty ice cream cake and oranges and custard :) Hamdulillah..
Has been awhile since i last skyping with mama abah :( mentang2 dah ade viber, memang tak skype langsung. ''tapi kan selalu je telefon'' mana sama tengok muka dengan dengar suara je. :( 
Rindu dengan mama abah. Kalau telefon mama, Memang wajib dapat booster dose utk study, emosi, dan mcm2 lagi.. i am very grateful to have them ;) Alhamdulillah ;)
 
okay.. typing this somewhat calms me a lil bit.. only this for now.. i'm still unable to write something fruitful for your reading guys.. sorry for that :(
Assalamualaikum and good night ^^
 
 
 
: Marc and Angel Hack Life :
1. You never fail until you’re satisfied with failure. –
 Failure is not falling down; failure is staying down when you have the 
choice to get back up.  Sometimes you have to fail a thousand times to 
succeed.  Which means you haven’t really failed yet; you’ve just found a
 bunch of ways that don’t work.  So don’t get so hung up on a few failed
 attempts that you miss every new opportunity coming your way.  All of 
your ideas that don’t work are simply stepping stones on your way to the
 one idea that does.  As Winston Churchill once said, “Success is not 
final, failure is not fatal: it is the courage to continue that 
counts.”   
2. What you have learned is what’s important. – Life 
always offers you a second chance – it’s called tomorrow.  But this 
second chance doesn’t mean anything if you haven’t learned from the 
events of today.  You have to acknowledge your troubles but gather 
strength from them, and laugh at your mistakes but learn from them.  
Getting a second chance in life is about giving yourself the opportunity
 to grow beyond your past failures.  It’s about learning as you go and 
positively adjusting your attitude and efforts toward future 
possibilities. 
3. Tough times are just part of life’s natural balance. –
 Life lives, life dies.  Life laughs, life cries.  Life gives up and 
life tries.  And life looks different through everyone’s eyes.  In fact,
 who you were, who you are, and who you will become are three completely
 different people.  And as you gradually grow beyond the person you were
 yesterday, keep life's challenges in perspective.  Hear life’s harmony,
 and notice the delicate balance.  Realize that life is like playing a 
grand piano.  The white keys create your happiness and the black keys 
denote your troubles.  But as you go through life’s journey, remember 
that the black keys also create music. 
4. Pain helps you grow. – Sometimes things must change
 so you can change.  Sometimes you must break a little so you can get a 
peek inside to see what an awesome powerhouse you are.  Sometimes 
mistakes must be made so wisdom can be earned.  Sometimes you must 
overcome heartache so you can begin to follow your heart again. 
5. Success is a way of living. – Don’t let your 
struggles become your identity.  Not everything in your life will go as 
you expect it to.  This is why you need to drop expectations, live in 
the present, and go with the flow, rather than against it.  Remind 
yourself that it’s perfectly okay not to be perfect.  Ultimately, 
success is not something you achieve, it is what you learn and how you 
grow as you deal with the realities of life – it is a way of living and 
being.