Salam alaykum everybody ^^ peace to all~~
ophthalmology clinical round has finally come to an end. T_T so sadddd.. you know why, because this means that it's getting closer to get back home. And this means next year i'll be in the fifth year, and yet i feel i still need a long way to go. huhu.. ( hey, MATI tu lagi dekat.. ye ye saya tau. Kalau according to the life plan, macam tu lah kan? Panjang umur, sempat saya merasa naik tahun 5.. ) [KITA KENA SELALU INGAT MATI]. lupe pulak masih ada round ENT.. hehe :P
masalah betul kalau tak pernah mahu sedar ni. okay, no more self-pitying. Sepatutnya haruslah mula serius. eh eh.. it should be from the start. But, it's okay lah, as long as you find your way back..
I want to share with all of my readers. ( don't know lah ada readers ke tak kan.. but if by any chance people do read this, i hope they'll benefit something from what i wrote :) ) This is something which i got from my usrah. My friend is responsible to give a tazkirah for today, and she said something about niyyah (niat).
To make it short, lebih kurang macam ni lah.Tadabbur ayat 69 surah al-qasas.
- Allah tahu apa yang diperkatakan mahupun yang disembunyikan dalam dada. so, apa yang kita sembunyi dalam dada tu? Mestilah apa yang kita rasa, apa yang kita fikir, kiranya niat pun trmasuk dalam kategori ni kan~~ :)
- my friend said that, if semua benda yang kita buat, kita tak niatkan pun kerana ALLAH. Kita buat bukan sebab Dia, kita masak, basuh baju, kemas rumah, datang usrah/sc, musyrifkan orang, belajar, etc bukan sebab DIA....
nanti di akhirat, bila kita persembahkan buku amalan kita di hadapan ALLAH, kita dapati ianya 'putih bersih' (kosong catatan-catatan). And we ask Allah, kenapa kosong? Bukankah aku pernah berbuat sedemikian begini dan begitu? And then, ALLAH replies to us ; Dulu, segalanya yang kau perbuat adalah untuk sekian-sekian tujuan.. Kau masak bukan kerana Aku, tetapi sebab taknak kawan membebel, kau datang belajar ke Mesir kerana kehendak orang tua, bukan kerana Aku. PERGILAH.. cari pahala dari mereka-mereka tersebut ( kawan, ibu bapa, pemerintah etc)..
I don't know how to describe it in a much proper writing. But this is what i grab and what touches me the most~ How we neglect Him very much while He remembers us all the times. Want some proofs? The fact that we can still draw breath.. the fact that your fingers move to type the words and so much more.
And Allah finally said to us ; '' Which then of the bounties of your Lord will you deny? '' (Ar-Rahman)
May ALLAH forgive our sins. Ameen ya rabb.
okay okay.. don't be mad.
i know that when i say wait for my next post, it sounds and should be after a couple of days, or after weeks (not weeks lah.. STEP kan 29th march ni.. melampau lah kalau nak bagi preSTEP after the event itself kan? :P)
so, the story goes like this, the usual one..haha
i came to read one of the status wrote by one of my friends.( i am not really sure whether this is her own doing or not =,=)
promoting STEP is what she is doing :D and i can't resist to share it over here. typical me. (terima je lah ye, saya mmg suka share; agak poyo di situ -.- )
when mecca meets medina.
when men meets women.
mecca symbolizes men, medina represents women.
what happen when these two meet each other? hah! :)
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| mecca and medina :) |
Man is the most elevated of creatures,
Woman the most sublime of ideals.
God made for man a throne; for woman an altar.
The throne exalts, the altar sanctifies.
Man is the brain,
Woman, the heart.
The brain creates light, the heart, love.
Light engenders, love resurrects.
Because of reason Man is strong.
Because of tears Woman is invincible.
Reason is convincing, tears, moving.
Man is capable of all heroism,
Woman of all martyrdom.
Heroism ennobles, martyrdom sublimates.
Man has supremacy,
Woman, preference.
Supremacy is strength, preference is the right.
Man is a genius,
Woman, an angel.
Genius is immeasurable, the angel indefinable.
The aspiration of man is supreme glory,
The aspiration of woman is extreme virtue.
Glory creates all that is great; virtue, all that is divine.
Man is an ocean, Woman a lake.
The ocean has the adorning pearl, the lake, dazzling poetry.
Man is the flying eagle, Woman, the singing nightingale.
To fly is to conquer space. To sing is to conquer the soul.
Posted by
Mademoiselle Sophie
12:35 PM
Salamun alaikum :) and hye there ^^
okay, let's just have fun today.. why not kan? once in a while.. break the tension.. :D
Erkk, do remember that you've got only around 2 weeks to prepare for ophthalmology end round exam! okay okay.. urhh.. takkan lupa nye lah...
Tension ke? tensi tensi tensi..
don't knowlah.. tiba-tiba aje nak tensi, nak buat macam mana.. perempuan dan tensi tu dah macam irama dan lagu, tau?! heh3..
today i just want to fool around! yeay3!! i have read all the stories i want ( heart-wrenching stories T_T sobs3.. exaggerated kan?? ), repeatedly listening to all my favourite songs (well, what do you expect, mestilah lagu blues @,@ ), bukak buku (hmm.. sounds alien~~ heh) , manjakan diri :) ( compulsory things what for women.. of my age? apakah? am not a woman yet, still that silly, sometimes uptight girl, haha)
today, i just want to give some time for myself. To reflect back. Step back for a while, to see where i am going, what have i done, what i desire and want most, what i need to do, and the list goes on...
Does it sounds complicated? well, i rarely do that, comtemplating my actions or whatever it is.. mostly, i act based on my insticts.. (i did some thinking jugaklah.. tapi most of the time, my feelings overtake my conscience. )
Esok nak kena present for toxic, tapi tak prepare apa2 pon lagi ni (memang lah dasar suka tangguhkan kerja!) . Buku dah ada kat tepi dah nii.. haihhh -.-
Ade satu secret. Nak tau tak? heee..
In my class, there is this arabic guy ( tak taulah foreigner ke local. heh2 ). His name is Mustafa (tak taulah nama dia eja macam mana kann.. ni me lah yang eja.) My friend claims that he somehow looks like that handsome Fatih Seferagic.. haha. I don't exactly notice him in class (okay, notice je, tapi, sebelah mata je lah kann.. :P) , tapi, after that friend of mine told me about him.. haha.. i just can't take my eyes off.. haha (okayyy, ni memang exaggerate betul! not to that extent, but i give him the creditlah.. hah ) tak tsiqah betul! Astaghfirullah..
okay okay. let us stop here. Lagi banyak melalut, lagi kurang pahala, tambah dosa. mana tahu kan.. :(
i will just leave you with this quote " If you want to know where your heart is.. look where your mind goes when it wanders.. "
p/s: terasa gila dengan quote ni. huhu.. (taulah saya suka berangan..)
p/ss: my adik beli tudung baru. Ni yang nak jelez ni, takpe2, nanti balik, i pinjam ye :P
p/sss: Wait for my next post. I am thinking of writing about preSTEP II (When MECCA meets Medina ) :)
Actually this article is from an FB page. but i happened to read this article from here and am compelled to share it over here. Might be useful for future reference. hehe XD. And might as well applied it in any other kinds of relationship!
During a seminar, a woman asked,” How do I know if I am with the right person?”
The author then noticed that there was a large man sitting next
to her so he said, “It depends. Is that your partner?” In all
seriousness, she answered “How do you know?” Let me answer this question
because the chances are good that it’s weighing on your mind replied
the author.
Here’s the answer…
Every relationship has a cycle… In the
beginning; you fall in love with your partner. You anticipate their
calls, want their touch, and like their idiosyncrasies. Falling in love
wasn’t hard. In fact, it was a completely natural and spontaneous
experience. You didn’t have to DO anything. That’s why it’s called
“falling” in love.
People in love sometimes say, “I was swept of my feet.”Picture
the expression. It implies that you were just standing there; doing
nothing, and then something happened TO YOU.
Falling in love is a passive and spontaneous experience. But
after a few months or years of being together, the euphoria of love
fades. It’s a natural cycle of EVERY relationship.
Slowly but surely, phone calls become a bother (if they come at
all), touch is not always welcome (when it happens), and your spouse’s
idiosyncrasies, instead of being cute, drive you nuts. The symptoms of
this stage vary with every relationship; you will notice a dramatic
difference between the initial stage when you were in love and a much
duller or even angry subsequent stage.
At this point, you and/or your partner might start asking, “Am I
with the right person?” And as you reflect on the euphoria of the love
you once had, you may begin to desire that experience with someone else.
This is when relationships breakdown.
The key to succeeding in a relationship is not finding the right person; it’s learning to love the person you found.
People blame their partners for their unhappiness and look
outside for fulfillment. Extramarital fulfillment comes in all shapes
and sizes.
Infidelity is the most common. But sometimes people turn to work,
a hobby, friendship, excessive TV, or abusive substances. But the
answer to this dilemma does NOT lie outside your relationship. It lies
within it.
I’m not saying that you couldn’t fall in love with someone else.
You could. And TEMPORARILY you’d feel better. But you’d be in the same
situation a few years later.
Because:
The key to succeeding in a Relationship is not finding the right person; it’s learning to love the Person you found.
SUSTAINING love is not a passive or spontaneous experience. You
have to work on it day in and day out. It takes time, effort, and
energy. And most importantly, it demands WISDOM. You have to know WHAT
TO DO to make it work. Make no mistake about it.
Love is NOT a mystery. There are specific things you can do (with
or without your partner), Just as there are physical laws Of the
universe (such as gravity), there are also laws for relationships. If
you know how to apply these laws, the results are predictable.
Love is therefore a “decision”. Not just a feeling.
Remember this always: God determines who walks into your life. It
is up to you to decide who you let walk away, who you let stay, and who
you refuse to let GO.
p/s: just recovering from common cold. Alhamdulillah :)
Kau tempatku mengadu hati
Pemberi segala hidup
Dunia dan seisinya milik-Mu
Mencintai-Mu sejati
Ku manusia yang penuh dosa
Berharap ampunan-Mu
Lihat di langit kesempurnaan hadir-Mu
Kau cinta pertama dalam hidup
ALLAHUAKBAR Maha Besar
Memuja-Mu begitu indah
Selalu Kau berikan semua
Kebesaran-Mu Tuhan
Posted by
Mademoiselle Sophie
4:45 AM
You may not be her first, her last, or her only.
She loved before she may love again.
But if she loves you now, what else matters?
She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together
but if she can make you laugh,
cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes,
hold onto her and give her the most you can.
She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart.
So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there.
BOB MARLEY.
